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JUST SEEING IF I STILL KNEW HOW TO DO THIS. LOL. I MAY COME BACK I HAVE A HELL OF A LOT TO TALK ABOUT. WE WILL SEE!

Just Tired

It's been weeks and I can't take much more of being closed up in this house. The nightmares have stopped and even Christian has stopped calling me. I couldn't ask for a more attentive man than what I have in Chris. He is always here when I need him. He loves me and has no problem whatsoever letting me know that. So why can't I stop thinking about Tez? He called to warn me about Christian so that means he loves me right? He hasn't called since and his phone is disconnected, I can only assume that he and Christian are together somewhere. I don't think it is a conincidence that they both stop calling at the same time. I have yet to deal with my mother. She has been calling so I guess her shame is all behind her now.

"Tracey, your mom is calling again." Chris broke my thoughts handing me my cellphone.

Speak of the devil and I'll be damned if he didn't send his wife to get on my nerves. No time will be better than this present moment I guess.

"Yes mother, how can I help you?"

"How can you help me? You can never help me Tracey. I have been helping you by telling anyone in the circle who will listen that Chuck seduced you by getting you drunk, so you should go with that."

"Mother, he didn't seduce me, I knew exactly what I was doing."

"What you were doing is being a slut and ruining our family's good name. I told your father a long time ago that we made a mistake picking you out of all the other little girls in that home. You will be just like your real mother, nothing more than a crackwhore."

"Or I can always be like you mother a regular whore. You talk about how you made a mistake picking me, maybe you did. You should have just left me where the hell I was and your little infertile ass could just keep explaining to everyone why you can't get pregnant. Maybe you had one to many diseases sleeping with all those influential men helping to get daddy to the top. Did you ever think about that bitch."

I'm not sure when she hung up, but the dial tone squeaking in my ear let me know that she was gone. I hate her so much. It started when I was around 7 she would tell me that I was adopted and that I would turn out just like my mother on drugs and prostituting. What kind of person says that to a child? The devil's wife!! That's who would say that.

"Tracey, baby hang up, I am sorry I even gave you the phone. I seriously had no idea how your mother was. I heard stories at the hospital but to say things like that to you is so uneccessary. I'm so sorry baby, don't cry."

"Cry? Believe me, my tears dried years ago. She couldn't make me cry if she wanted to. I am just so glad that you are here with me. What would I do without you? Your arms seem like the safest place on Earth."

"I know, and just like all the times before I am not going anywhere and I will always be here with you."

"Thank you Tez I love you so much, I need you in my life. I don't think I would make it without you."

"Tracey"

"Yes baby"

"Do you still love Tez?"

"No! Why would you ask me that, when I am here with you."

"Because you just confessed your love, but you called me Tez."

SHH! I GOT A SECRET

COME CLOSER, CLOSER PEOPLE CLOSER. DAMN! PUT YOUR EAR UP TO THE COMPUTER SCREEN ALREADY!!! SUITE B AND I WOULD LIKE TO PRESENT YOU WITH THIS. WHY IS IT RED? IDK, I JUST LIKE THE COLOR. LOL. SERIOUSLY THOUGH TAKE A PEEK, ONE STEP CLOSER TO OUR DREAMS JAMI, ONE STEP CLOSER. WHY ARE YOU STILL READING THIS POST WHEN I SAID GO TO THIS? WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. LOL. ENJOY THIS PREVIEW BECAUSE ON MONDAY WE ARE LIVE AND IN LIVING COLOR

SORRY FOLKS!!!

SO I SAT DOWN TO TYPE UP THIS FABULOUS POST ABOUT ALL KINDS OF HOOPLA THAT I HAD ROLLING IN MY MIND. AND AS SOON AS MY FINGERS WENT TOWARDS THE HOME ROW. I HAD NOTHING TO SAY, NOT ONE STINKING THING. I GUESS I COULD SAY I AM IN A WRITER'S SLUMP, OR SOMETHING. LOL I LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME AND APOLOGIZE TO MY FOUR FAITHFUL READERS, YOU KNOW WHO U ARE AND I LOVE YA!!!! SERIOUSLY I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS STUFF SUITE B AND I ARE DOING THAT I DON'T HAVE TIME TO WRITE, AND PLEASE NOTICE HOW SHE ISN'T PRESSING ME FOR MORE OF THE STORY. LOL, I SWEAR IF WE WEREN'T COOKING UP SOMETHING WITH OUR HEADS STUCK TOGETHER SHE WOULD BE ON ME LIKE STANK ON A WHORE'S ASS. (WHERE DID THAT COME FROM) ANYWAY, I REALLY DO MISS WRITING SO I WILL BUCKLE DOWN AND GET BACK TO THE MONEY. TOODLES AND OODLES AND ALL THAT OTHER GOOD MUSHY STUFF THAT YOU ALL KNOW I HATE.

MAJOR ANNOUNCEMENT

I KNOW I HAVE BEEN ALOOF LATELY, BUT SUITE B AND I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT COMING SOON AND VERY SOON, CHECK BY FOR THE ANNOUNCEMENT. AND NO TO THE FOLLOWING:

SHE'S NOT PREGNANT
NEITHER AM I
I'M NOT GETTING MARRIED
WE AREN'T REALLY GAY, JUST CLOSE FRIENDS

SO CHECK BACK FOR THE FABULOUSNESS OF IT ALL. REAL SOON

I could just choke the heck out of her

"STOP LET HIM GO, HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. DON'T ARREST HIM, CHRISTIAN IS LYING!!!"

I was screaming at the police for the last five minutes but it was as if I wasn't even there. I am not sure what Christian did to get Chris locked up, but I know that whatever the case she was lying.

"You won't get away with this Christian, you lousy whore."

"Ha Ha Ha, how come I won't Tracey? You won't have anything when I am finished with you."

"You are insane Christian. What happened to you, we use to be best friends. We know everything about each other. How can you do this to me?"

"Awww poor Tracey crying tears. Miss me with the dramatics. Tez is with me and Chris and Chuck will be in jail together, if my luck is any good they'll be cellmates and fuck each other."

"I'm sick of this crap Christian, you have a problem with me, so solve it. Tell them that he did not do anything to you so they can let him go."

"Kiss my ass, I am not telling them anything. Bye Bye Dr. Scott hope you rot in hell. Ha Ha Ha"

"Chris, I am so sorry. This is all my fault I told you I am no good for you. Just leave me alone now and never look back. Please just go far away. I had no idea Christian would go after you like this. Chris please look at me."

He won't even acknowledge me as the police begin to escort him towards the car. My heart is breaking and this psychotic trick Christian is having a ball.

"See Tracey this is the one time that you messed with the wrong husband. You could have kept slutting it up with other men, but nooooo you had to have my husband."

"I didn't mean it, I swear Christian I am sorry, please stop this now. My baby is already gone, and now Chris won't even speak to me."

"Your baby is gone? Is that the sympathy card you are playing. What about your other baby Tracey? You know the one that my daddy fathered when you were 19."

"How did you know about that?"

"My mother took your little affair out on me. I didn't have a clue that you was sleeping with my father. The baby that he aborted for you he actually didn't kill. So you have a baby floating around somewhere. HEY CHRIS DID YOU KNOW THAT TRACEY HAS A CHILD WITH MY FATHER, IS THIS THE KIND OF WOMAN YOU WANT TO BE WITH. SHE'LL SLEEP WITH ANYONE."

"CHRIS PLEASE DON'T BELIEVE HER, SHE NEEDS HELP. CHRIS YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. PLEASE."

"Tracey! Tracey! Baby wake up! Tracey wake up!!"

"Chris?

"Yes baby I'm here."

"Oh God, I had a dream the Christian framed you and you were going to jail, you were so mad at me you wouldn't even look my way."

"It's ok babygirl, I am here and I promise I won't ever leave you. I mean that."

"It was just so real, I was sooooo scared."

"Tracey, you said that you were screaming that you had a baby somewhere. Is that true?"

A Seriously Disturbed Mind

"Good evening Dr. Scott, Chris right?"

"For you, we'll just leave it as Dr. Scott. What can I do for you?"

"Well I have been trying to get in touch with my bestfriend and it seems as if she has fallen off the face of the earth. I started thinking of places she could be, but I keep coming up empty. So the only other place would be in your bed, I mean home."

"What is it with you Christian? You seem a little off or something. Do you want me to prescribe you some meds?"

"Oh cocky, I like that in a man. Prescribe me some medicine? No, I rather have you prescribe me some of you. I'm ready and everything completely naked under this coat."

"Ha Ha Ha, you know you should do stand up comedy Christian you are really disturbed you know that."

"SHUT UP! YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW. DO NOT CALL ME DISTURBED DAMN-IT!!!!"

"I'm sorry Christian I didn't mean to insult you, it's just that for a girl with your background you would think that shooting people and trying to ruin their life is beneath you."

"Let me clue you in on something Dr. Scott, you don't know shit about my life and where I came from. I am a lot tougher than what you see, and smarter. Look how I shot that bitch Tracey, framed Chuck, and got Tez and Shanice to help me bring the skank down a few pegs."

"Get out now Christian."

"Oh I am leaving but not before you decide to work with me to finish this bitch off. I have a package in my hand with millions of copies of it. You either agree to help me or I will distribute this tape to everyone in this town."

"I will not help you do anything to harm Tracey, so you might as well get the fuck out now."

"Ok, the choice was yours, but maybe you should preview this tape and then call me back when you think about it."

"I don't want to see anything that you have in your possession you crazy bitch."

"DON'T FUCKING CALL ME CRAZY NICCA. I WILL SHOOT YOUR BLACK ASS IF YOU EVER CALL ME CRAZY AGAIN."

"Christian I told your ass a couple of days ago that your bullshit ass threats don't bother me any. Forgive me for getting ignorant with you, but I have to come down to your level to get you to understand. Your ass is crazy and you need to see a psychiatrist. Or better yet, I have two sisters who never made the transition out of the ghetto, a sack of weed and a case of beer and they will toss your little ass up."

"You know Chris, you turn me on, I hate that Tracey swept you in her web because I would suck you off so good right here on the spot."

"I wouldn't like the feel of your jaws if they were the last ones on the earth. Get out and take this tape with you."

"Oh sweetie I am leaving but the tape stays, if you know what's good you will do exactly what I say. And because you been such a sport, and a cute one at that, I will give you a peep at all of this that you are missing."

"Please Christian put that tired shit away, it looks worn out from all the way over here. What are you doing?"

"I told you to play my way, so now we are playing mine."

"STOP! HELP! PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME HURRY!! STOP DR. SCOTT I DONT WANT TO DO THIS."

"Christian what the fuck is wrong with you. I haven't touched you."

"What's going on in here?" Dr. Miller, the resident nosey asshole just so happen to walk by.

"Dr. Miller, this young lady is crazy and disturbed she came in here naked and then started attacking herself and yelling like I was doing it."

"He's lying, he attacked me and said that if I didn't have sex with him he would show everyone at the hospital this tape of Dr. Robbins daughter Tracey having sex."

"You raggedy bitch, I should whoop your ass for real. I didn't even come near you and you made the copy of that tape. I don't even know what is on it."

"Dr. Miller please, you know me and my parents, you know I would not make this up."

"I'm sorry Chris but I am going to have to contact the proper authorities."